Woodsmoke

Montana bound
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2003-03-30 06:01:40 (UTC)

Leave it to Skeeter

Damn that boy. To Hell and back, only so I can damn
him again. I was having a great weekend. Sure, I miss
Kara, but I was finding other things to distract me. Then
I go to his house and he and Josh are both moping about
because they miss Shelly and Alyssa. I understand their
feelings, but damn it, why can't they keep them in
control. I realized that there was nothing I could do
about missing Kara, so I went to Ty's place and we cranked
up the tunes and tore into Dynasty Warriors 4. I was
having a great time. Then Skeeter got me down to his
place, they started mopin' around, and it spread to me.
DAMN THAT BOY!
In all fairness, though, he's not the only one who's
giving me grief, and he's far from the worst. If she keeps
it up much longer, I'm going to have to have a not-so-
friendly little conversation with Dani. She knows that I'm
with Kara right now, but that doesn't seem to matter to
her. Even when Kara is with me, Dani still tries to get
close to me, and she's constantly pointing out that I'll be
18 in about 6 months, and it's illegal for an adult to date
a minor. I know it's a poison dart, but if she doesn't
stop this crap, I'm gonna' have to tell her. She claims
that she wants to be my friend, but she never misses an
opportunity to spoil my happiness with Kara.
In all honesty, I don't care what she thinks. I've
finally found a chance for joy, even happiness with Kara,
and I'll be damned to a cold sentence in Hell if I'm going
to let her fuck that up.
Then there's Yvette. I miss my old life. More
accurately, I miss being an asshole. Back in those days,
girls weren't interested in me. They didn't like me at
all, and though I was almost always depressed, I didn't
have to put up with all these complications I have now.
Yvette knows I'm happy with Kara, too, but she will not
keep her hands off me no matter how I try to get across the
message that I'm not interested. I really do feel sorry
for her, I know how it feels to have feelings for a person
who will never return them, but that's simply the way it
is. I don't find her attractive, I can get along with her,
but I wouldn't want to hang out with her on a regular
basis. She's just not my kind of girl. I don't want to be
mean, but I'm afraid she's not going to get the picture
until I come right out and say it plain to her. Of course,
then she and all her friends will hate me, and all their
friends will hate me, and so on and so on. Isn't the
grapevine just wonderful? Especially in high school. It's
lethal.
Of course, my one consolation is this. Kara won't
hate me. Neither will Alyssa, no matter what everyone
tells her. Skeeter will see to that. So long as those two
still like me--even if, as in the case of Alyssa, just as a
casual acquaintance--the rest of the world can go to Hell
for all I care. As far as I'm concerned, it already is,
and I'd love to speed the process.
Well, world, I'm gonna' go watch Doug Miller. See
y'all later, take care o' yerselves, and watch out fer the
cow shit.


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