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2003-03-29 04:13:32 (UTC)

i feel deaf

yea..today kinda sucked.i woke up all groggy like n can
barely hear n shit n my eyes hurt..my voice is all
congested like n i keep sneezing n coughing and i cant
smell..breathe or even taste shit..not the way to start out
a friday..well i go to school..try to do my work..ashmead
tries to do this light experiment n it hurt the hell outta
my eyes..n then go on thru the day n have our pep rally
piece of shit n the music hurts my ears n it was boring n i
was just sitting there wit miranda makin fun of ppl n
talkin to this dude who knew my name...tha was kinda weird
but after that we took pictures of this retarded boy..but
hes awesome as shit n then went home...went to work..got on
register..my voice got even more fucked up..n my hearing
got worst n everyone i was working wit started makin fun of
me n started yelling shit so i could hear them but it was
funny as hell...n then this dude from the games workshop
just randomly says that i have a southern twang..i dont
have a twang damnit..am i the only one who dont hear it? n
then i get on here to find sumone mad at me cuz i was
right..i hate that shit..y do ppl get pissed at u because
ur right.especially over sports..n ur prolly gonna read
this but i dont even care..tha shit immature as
shit..especially when all i said was his team was gonna
lose..n they did..they always do everytime i say there goin
to..n i never been wrong..i may sound conceited n shit but
i dont even care no more..ppl think what u want bout
me..ill tell u straight up that i dont give a fuck what u
think bout me..im not gonna pretend to be sumtin im not
just to impress u lil bitches..i am who i fuckin am..right
or wrong..if u want me to change...go fuck urself...im
blunt..i kno..but if u wanna ask me a stupidass question
like does my hair look gay when its up in fuckin
pigtails..ill tell u straight out u look fucked up..if i
dont punch u in the face first for looking like that..yea i
got attitude..n right now im pissed off..im tired of ppl
trying to walk all over me..u may try..but ull never
succeed..ima good judge of character..thats what i do
best..n u may read this n say shit like..damn she got an
attitude n shit but its not that..ppl try to bring u
down..n a couple yrs ago..ppl succeeded in doin that..but
it aint happenin no more..n if sumone wants to play me like
a dummy..u better watch ur fuckin back yo..like today..this
grl was just playin round n shit n she was actin like she
was gonna pour sprite on me..i turned to that bitch n i put
my fist to her face n all this shit..i cant believe i did
that shit..but i dont play like that..especially when all
she does is talk bout y i like red n black so much cuz
thats the only colors i use when doin shit in child dev..i
shouldnt even be working wit children no more..until im
stable n this medicine starts working..dont trust me around
children.ill prolly kill them..n i told my teacher that n
shit n she said i was too nice to do that shit..yea
whatever..i punch my lil sister in the face just for
annoying me..n thats sum awful shit..i wont even touch my
lil brother...that boy is all that i could ever want in the
world...n it sucks ass that my parents put him on fuckin
meds..hes not as...himself..nemore..well this is long as
hell n i gotta stop bullshitting..but was i right again?




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