kristin19

Remember to Breathe
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2003-03-28 22:12:37 (UTC)

crazy eight

My weekend started early last night, as usual. Thirsty
Thursday is a common event around here. Nothing on the
Brett front, and I'm almost ready to just give up. I've
officially resorted to a third grade leveled tactic. I
told my friend Dan to put in a good word for me and to
report back with results. Wow, that is pathetic. From
this point on, I've reached a new level of desperateness.
(is desperateness even a word?) At any rate, I can't
complain about much else. I have a few concerts coming
up, NFG/GC/Less Than Jake, and Red Hot Chili Peppers, and
Spike Lee. Oh, and I guess I get to go to Tori Amos on
Tuesday for free with Bill. He's very cool about inviting
me to stuff. So thanks Billy...haha. Tonight should be
just another night in Smith, although it is such a
win/lose situation. I have a lot of good friends there,
but I haven't even kissed someone here in like a month. I
am lonely only in a physical and sexual sense. My
friendship needs are almost completely met. I just miss
the feeling of being wanted, especially by someone that I
really want in return. It is also discouraging because
these guys actually know me by now. This says that once I
am on a deeper level with guys, I am only friends
material.

"What did i do that you can't seem to want me, and why do
we lie here and whisper goodbyes? Where can I go that
your pictures won't haunt me? What makes it so easy for
you to be walking by?"
-Something Corporate-
"Walking By"


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