Ashli

Ashli
2003-03-28 19:16:59 (UTC)

baby day

well im at school right now. its my last day of RHS. im
very excited. and kind of bummed at the same time. oh
well. im glad to get out and get on with my life. Ashley
patterson, my best friend is in labor right now. i guess
she went in at 2 this morning. so im very excited. i think
i will skip my choir concert and go to the hospital to
visit. she is way more important then choir. and i never
have to deal with mrs. paulas again. so thats cool. i hope
ashley is doing ok, i cant even imagine what she is going
through right now. So i dont how guys night is lookin for
me. corey and tiff are still more then welcomed to spend
the night, but i dont know how long i will be gone with
ashley. i will stay all night if she wants me to. today is
a very very long day. im kind of upset because i keep
hearing different stories as to why jason broke up with.
from like a million different people. it hurts so bad to
hear things from them because jason makes it sound like i
screwed the whole relationship up and that im a controlling
bitch. and i am really not. but today is a good day. so im
going to let him mess it up. but i do still love him. its
like, no matter how much he hurts me or pisses me off, i
cant help but love him. i hate it!!! ahhh. oh well. i know
that God will put us back together in the future. if thats
his plan that is. and who knows Gods plan. no one does. oh
well, i will find out one of these days. well gotta go back
to class. ta ta




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