Elisa

Lithas Boring Babble of Endless Crap
2003-03-28 11:46:06 (UTC)

i just dont know

i just dont know anymore, i dont know what i want, this guy
seem so sweet and...grr, but then hes extremely sexual, and
shit, i could do without alot of that now....damnit, grr,
whatever...its my fucking fault for still talking to him, i
guess its not a fault it might even be good for me, but
damn, why....i just dont get it, shit like that usually
comes around later...whatever, i am just so done with not
having anybody.....ever, it sucks, i mean come on, whats
the big fucking deal, its just so damn stupid, why cant he
just get over the me having tits thing and well be all
good...im like sitting here talking to him and its all
about sex, like 90%of the time and it really is starting to
bug the hell out of me, why cant he just get the fuck over
it, yeah he wants to jack off or whatever, but if he had
any kind of feelings for me at all he would realize that i
could care less about sex right now, yeah im hornier than a
mother fucker but damn i dont want sex right now, i am
seriously seeking out a relationship....like come on
now....its about fucking time something happened for me im
so sick of watching everybody get the guys and shit, it
just bothers the hell out of me, why cant i find a nice
guy, who understands that i want to wait until were in the
relatiomship for a while, and who will seriously consider
being with me, come on what the hell......just damn, damn
it all to fucking hell......DAMN




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