ecstacey

my fu*ked up life..and the people in it
2003-03-28 10:07:26 (UTC)

things are weird

ok so where to begin??...for the last few weeks we couldn't
get ahold of shawn or tim...so we get ahold of them last
week end...oh my god..we go there friday and watch them
play..then we go back with them..oh yeah..i never slept..i
go to work..i'm walking around like a zombie...so while i'm
gone nea calls me and tells me i have to come back because
she has something to tell me about shawn..ok..well you tell
me now..she tells me her and shawn were talking and he said
he wants to sleep with me..i'm like wowed by this cause he
is so fuckin hot..but now i'm thinking i can't do this..i
really like his girlfriend..so i'm going to be a good girl
and not fuck her over..SEE I HAVE A HEART...so i go back
out there and me and shawn are not really talking so it's
really weird right now..so then i find out that nea told
him i liked him...oh that bitch..he can not know this..oh
yeah the week before i went to stacy's party and i told
mary how i felt about shawn..she really didn't seem mad..oh
yeah something else..me and eric broke up..he was fucking
around again..so now he goes out all the time...whatever
with him..he needs to move the fuck out..so i'm going out
to see shawn tonight...wish me luck..i'll write back
soon..love..me




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