Shiningstar

pressing on
2003-03-28 06:46:51 (UTC)

love?

so i decided that i don't ever want to be in love again.
As I sat with Tristin tonight and watched her cry my heart
just melted and was overcome by fear. I spent five years
pining away for a guy who in the end didn't even feel love
for me and it broke my heart and I am not sure I will ever
heal. And now as I sit here waiting for Chris to call...I
realize I am falling...HARD and FAST and I don't want to...
not at all. I don't want to love him and I don't want to
give him my heart to hurt me. i don't want him to have the
ability or that option. Would it be worth it?? I am not
so sure anymore. anyways i would love to write more but i
think i need to sleep...it was an emotionally drainful day.

PEACE
Cass




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