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2003-03-28 04:23:38 (UTC)

Garden of Eden

I'm feeling very antagonistic right now. Not in the bad way
though but in the playful and slightly twisted way. I'm
actually having a good day. My mom finally got back from
Michigan and I got to hear some of her adventures in Bay
City stories. Basically she stayed drunk the whole time
thanks to her best friend (and my god mother) Katt. She had
this cute outfit on and had her hair in some Shirley Temple
type thingy....I think she rediscovered her youth over
there. But anyways life is good.

I swapped emails with Tina and we talked about the war,
among other things. And it was nice talking to someone who
has their head on straight. I think I was kind of in a bad
mood listening to other people on the issue. But anyways,
I'm not going to talk about the war. I'm going to talk
about.....greco-roman wrestling! Good lord, I was watching
college wrestling on espn the other day and I think I've
found my new favorite sport (next to tennis of course). I
don't think I could wear lycra and have a hot guy rolling
all over me and trying to grab me in my no no spot. I don't
think any gay men could do that as a sport.

I watched "In the Bedroom" again last night on cable and I
think that is one of my favorite movies. It's just so real
for some reason. They don't do a lot of flashy stuff,
no "Titanic" drama...it's just real. I'm having some killer
heartburn today too for some reason...maybe because all
I've had to eat was three pieces of caramel and a bowel of
Ramen. I guess that's not a good thing.

I had this pretty freaky dream last night. I can't usually
remember my dreams and honestly I can't really remember all
of this one but I was dreaming that I was in a garden
paradise. It was weird because it was just me and I kept
running through the garden....just running. But I remember
the garden because it was so vivid and I remember feeling
so peaceful there. Almost like I was dead or something
peaceful, I didn't have any cares. Since I analyze
everything, I'm going to take a crack at this one too. I've
been in a pretty crappy mood the past few days with the war
and then my own personal issues. I think I was disgusted in
people for really the first time. I always hear other
people say that they don't like people because they're mean
and heartless but I never felt that way until a few days
ago. I've just feel so let down on so many levels. Maybe
that's why I was alone in the garden. I didn't feel alone I
just realized that I was the only person there but at the
same time I didn't care. Then I've been listening to slower
music these past few days too. I've been listening to
Alanis Morissette's "Utopia" and Justin Timberlake's "Take
it From Here" and there's a line in his song that mentions
the Garden of Eden and that's what my paradise basically
was. Hmmm....the dream sticks with me though because
usually I have freaky dreams and this one was just so
peaceful. Actually I guess that dream was kind of boring,
anywho...I think I'm going to steal a page from a certain
fellow journal writing person who just happens to be a
friend....but he will go unnamed....and I'm going to end
this entry with a song. I've been jamming to Justin
Timberlake as of late and I find him uber sexy too.
Anyways, I absolutely love this song off of his cd and I
think I have the whole thing memorized and I just started
listening to it yesterday. It puts me in such a mellow and
loving mood and I really like his voice. I probably got my
garden of eden paradise from this song too. This is what my
future man is going to sing to me, this'll be our song.
Okay gotta go! Later.

Justin Timberlake
"Take It From Here"

Sometimes (mmm)
Sometimes the world gets hard
Oh na na na
I'm gonna take it from here girl
Don't you worry

I wanna be your lake, or your bay
And any problems that you have
I wanna wash 'em away
I wanna be your sky
So blue and high
And everytime you think of me
I wanna blow your mind

I wanna be your air
So sweet and fair
So when you feel that you can't breathe
Ma, I'll be there

I wanna be your answer, all the time
When you see how I put your life before mine
With no question

When all the love feels gone
And you can't carry on
Don't worry, girl
I'ma take it from here
Just as sure as the sun will shine
Every morning, everytime
Don't worry, girl
I'ma take it from here

I wanna hold your hands
Review all your plans
I wanna make sure everyone of your dreams is there
I would be your broadway show on review
So I can act out how God was when he made you
I wanna be your lighthouse when you get lost
I'll light a bright and shiny path to help you across
I wanna be your mother, wait
See what I see
And when you see that can't nobody hold you like me
Cause I love you

When all the love feels gone
And you can't carry on
Don't worry, girl
I'ma take it from here
Just as sure as the sun will shine
Every morning, everytime
Don't worry, girl (no no)
I'ma take it from here

And when there's no one there to hold
And you realize the world is cold
Don't worry, girl
I'ma take it from here
That's what I'm gonna do
Just as sure as the sun will shine
Every morning, everytime
(Don't you worry, baby)
Don't worry, girl
I'ma take it from here

Give me one reason why we should not be leaving
This world is so deceiving, the time is now
Let's fly away speeding
Through the Garden of Eden
Where all the sweet breathing of love surrounds

When all the love feels gone
And you can't carry on
Don't worry, girl
I'ma take it from here
Just as sure as the sun will shine
Every morning, everytime
Don't worry, girl (no no)
I'ma take it from here

Give me one reason
Why we should not be leaving
This world is so deceiving
The time is now
Lets fly away speeding
(We'll fly away)
Through the Garden of Eden
Where all the sweet and breathing
Of love surrounds

When all the love feels gone
And you can't carry on
Don't worry, girl
I'm-a take it from here
Just as sure as the sun will shine
Every morning, everytime
Don't worry, girl
I'm-a take it from here

Love ain't always the way they write in books
(No, no)
See there's the good guys
And also heartbreak crooks
Your hearts the real one
Just take a look inside
'Cause it's a colorful illustrated guide

So there you go
Don't worry
To help you weather the storm
I'll be there mami
No matter what time
No matter what place
You can always count on me
I'll take it from here


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