calicienxvi

crazy and confused
2003-03-27 07:27:21 (UTC)

long time...

i am restless today. i can't tell you people why. but i am
very very restless and afraid and worried.

please pray for me....

and guess what....i believe that GOD is really here. he
made a miracle for me.

and that i can't tell again.

it's been quite a while since i last had my hands on this
site. yup..i missed this site a lot. and it feels good that
i have somewhere to place my feelings...my doubts and my
frights. but no..i can't spill them. i can't. even if i
want to, i can't

so please pray for me. pray for my life. pray for my
safety. or else, if i don't know what to do...i might even
kill myself. and i am not kidding...

Prayer:

lord god, thank you for giving me this chance again. i pray
that you be with me more often. help me get through with
this burden. i beg you to forgive me for what i did. i am
really regretting it. very very much regression.
lord, i asked for you to be with me now. tomorrow. and the
following days. i love you and i believe in you lord...
-amen.




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