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Idiocy
2003-03-27 01:10:34 (UTC)

Pure Hatred

Interesting title? Interesting and true actually. I have
this bubbling of hatred within myself and well its for
myself. Wonder what would happen if I popped it? Anyways
this doesn't have anything to do with what I was going to
write about.

Have you ever said something really stupid that blew up in
your face... An explosion that overwhelms everything
inside you in the end. Your every though centers around
what happened and you are at a loss for what to do? I am a
walking idiot and still the same fucking bitch that I was
years ago. I proved that one yesterday. She said she
isn't sure if I've ruined our friendship but I know the
translation to that one all too well. Wishing that you can
take back something you done or said isn't enough, being
sorry isn't enough...there is a point where nothing becomes
enough and there is only one thing left to do. I think she
is at that point. I was going home with her over easter
but now I am not. *shrugs* You see I fucked things up
again and there is nothing I can do. I was thinking of
going to bed, maybe eating. I don't want to think so I
will just have to do what I did last night. No thinking
required with that.




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