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The Adventures of Jules Santana
2003-03-26 18:39:09 (UTC)

Hold It

Well it is another day and yesterday was just as fabulous
as always. I actually have to admit that I enjoyed hanging
out with Jason and Dave. But I just thought that I would
write an entry to kill some time here at work because,
truth be told, my ass has been overworked all damn week so
far. Of course I woke up and my body was hurting yet
again, but I am the one who decided to go and get drunk,
smoke a joint, and then do 3 lines of coke over at Jason’s
place, which was just a lot of fun. I almost was weak
today and caved in, but I can definitely say that I
probably have only about a few more days of not having sex
with someone I probably shouldn’t. I mean we both want it,
it would be good sex, I’m positive of it, but I know I
shouldn’t because he has a girlfriend. But in my damn
defense, it has been 3 months since I’ve had sex, hell I
haven’t even give/gotten a blowjob in like 2 months. What
the fuck is a boy with needs supposed to do. I mean I
really feel like I should get some sex out of this. Somehow
or someway I will. But what I do actually really want is a
boyfriend. A guy that I can go and visit that really cares
about me and isn’t just in it for the sex. Hopefully he’ll
come along. But back to the sex dilemma, I would totally
turn myself into a hypocrite if I actually had sex with a
guy who is cheating. I have a policy that I never respect
anyone who cheats. That is one of the biggest and worst
things you could possibly do to me. I don’t condone it in
the least bit, but my problem is that I still want to have
sex with the person. I mean I don’t cheat (at least not
knowingly, but that story is a whole different journal
entry), but aren’t I knowingly cheating this time, and
therefore just as much of a cheater as the guy? Hmmm. It’s
weird. Thought’s just running through my head. I just
honestly don’t know how much longer I can go without sexual
attention, besides my own. Alright, well Lil’ Kim is still
rocking my body like it aint nothing and I’m loving it.

When we come up to the club they be like (hold it, hold it
now)
When we roll up on those dubs they be like (hold it, hold
it now)
All my bitches and my thugs getting right (hold it, hold it
now)
Come chill in VIP with us for the night.
-Lil’ Kim

Alright, I’m out. Wha wha




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