Anrui Kurayami

Kurayami's Tears
2003-03-26 17:45:11 (UTC)

Don't Fear The Reaper

Current mood: ^^ hyper!!!!!!!!!

Current music: Blue Oyster Cult, Dont fear the reaper
Korn, Make me Bad Alicia Keys, Girlfriend [i've got a
winamp playlist on and those are the ones that have played
while i'm doing this entry!]

Fave words at the moment:- unrequited love

Fave Phrase:-

I. I would spend life in the fast lane. However, there's a
road block ~Me~

II. Unrequited loves a bitch ~also Me~


heheh, I found this form thingy on someone elses diary! I
decided to use the form, see what happened:

My name is: Anrui Kurayami [alias]

I may seem: hyper, VERY sarcastic, boy obsessed and a
little mad

But I really am: hyper, EXTREMELY sarcastic, sensitive,
bisexual, epathetic and in love with my ex-boyfriend and my
best friend. Fucking hell......

People who know me think I'm: a freak but fun

If you knew me you'd probably: laugh at me

Sometimes I feel: hopeless

My days are: a mixture of fun and depressing

In the morning I: have static hair

In school I think: hmm... who would be seme? Goku or Vegeta?

I like to sleep: very little

If I could be doing anything right now I would be: writing
in this diary or working on my numorous 'novels' to be

Money: is annoying

One thing I wish I had is: a life [j/k]... Okay, Suiren.

One thing I have that I wish I didn't is: my knee problem

All you need is: love, fun and hard work

All I need is: this diary, my friends and my poetry

If I had one wish it would be: to get a book published,
have Suiren or see gayboys fuck

When I look in the mirror I see: someone who has been hurt
but is trying to recover and be happy

Love is: amazing but sometimes shortlived.

My body is: pale

If an angel flew into my window at night I would: convert
to catholicism because I am unworthy

If a demon crashed into my window I would: piss myself

If I could see one person right now it would be: Tom, even
if he WAS with his new girlfriend

Something I dont want but I really need is: to cry

All i really want is: a tan and Tom as my boyfriend again

I live for: Suiren, Soyokaze and Cat

I dare you all to: fall in love

I am afraid of: my dad being a paedophile

It makes me angry when: people don't understand what I say

I dream of: the ones I love, life, suicide, angels, animes
and gay boys fucking

I daydream about: gay boys fucking, the future, gay boys
fucking, Tom, gay boys fucking, Suiren, gayboys fucking, my
first kiss.

Heheh, as you can see, I am obsessed with: Tom, Suiren,
gayboys, DBZ [Dragonball Z], writing, gayboys, getting a
book published and.... gayboys!

LOL! That was funny. Now, onto todays news!

I went to the online deathclock, and by its count, I will
either die in 2091, or on Thursday, November the 1st, 2061.
Cool! Apparently, Britney Spears will die on Sunday the
13th of February, 2061. George Bush will die on Thursday,
April 16, 2020 [can't wait!]. Heheh.

I hafta catch up with my homework BIG TIME!!!!!! Argh, i'm
such an idiot. I have DT and Art to do.

Something that made me depressed happened in my fave lesson
[English]. i was talking to Suiren, and we were kinda close
together, to block out what we were talking about [have a
good guess...... correct! Gay boys fucking!], then they all
started calling us lesbians. I don't mind, as I kind of am,
but I think it's just stupid to be so biased against gay,
lesbian and bi people!

In my opinion, if it's what you want, then do it. Gay
people can turn me on, straight people turn me on, other
girls turn me on. So I like anything. That just means I'm
openminded, not a freak. Whats wrong with that?!?

I am having serious problems in Biology. I'm very very
empathetic, and when he tells us things that can go wrong
with the body through heart failure, blood loss or
something like that, i can FEEL it happening to me. It's
all I can do not to scream and cry. Worse, nobody believes

Suiren keeps downloading lots of really funny parodies by
Invader Zim. So far shes found Pokemon, digimon and
Dragonball Z. they are piss funny!!

I'm allergic to the metal of my glasses where the paint has
come off. ^^;; I'm allergic to everything!!!!

I'm gonna try downloading loads of really popular music to
see if I like it. I know I like Linkin Park, so I'm
downloading random songs of their's.

My current favourite pairings are: Heero/Trowa [Gundam
Wing], Yuki/Shuichi [Gravitation], Tsusuki/Hisoka [Yami No
Matsuei], Trowa/Une [Gundam Wing - don't ask me why I like
it so much. It's just really cute, I saw this pic -
innocent, I swear! - and I fell in love with the pairing.
It's not even yaoi! OMG!], Squall/Laguna, Squall/Zell and
Squall/Seifer [all FF8] and Gackt/random seme man [Real

A funny thing: Cat and another mate told my future, and apparently I
am going to live in a mansion, marry Suiren [yay!], have a pet snake
and thirteen kids. Wow! I wish.....

heheh! Buh-bye, bubsies!!!

Much love! ~Anrui Kurayami~ xoxoxox

Fave Sites to visit:- - funny! Not as scary as people claim.

Lyrics for : Don't fear the Reaper, Blue Oyster Cult

All our times have come
Here but now they're gone
Seasons don't fear the reaper
Nor do the wind the sun or the rain (we can be like they are)
Come on baby (don't fear the reaper)
Baby take my hand (don't fear the reaper)
We'll be able to fly (don't fear the reaper)
Baby I'm your man
La-la-la-la-la la-la-la-la-la

Valentine is done
Here but now they're gone
Romeo and Juliet
Are together in eternity (Romeo and Juliet)
40,000 men and women everyday (like Romeo and Juliet)
40,000 men and women everyday (redefine happiness)
Another 40,000 coming everyday (we can be like they are)
Come on baby (don't fear the reaper)
Baby take my hand (don't fear the reaper)
We'll be able to fly (don't fear the reaper)
Baby I'm your man
La-la-la-la-la la-la-la-la-la

Love of two is one
Here but now they're gone
Came the last night of sadness
And it was clear she couldn't go on
Then the door was open and the wind appeared
The candles blew then disappeared
The curtains flew then he appeared (saying don't be afraid)
Come on baby (and she had no fear)
And she ran to him (then they started to fly)
They looked backward and said goodbye (she had become like they are)
She had taken his hand (she had become like they are)
Come on baby (don't fear the reaper)