Caitlin87

Gah
2003-03-25 13:00:45 (UTC)

ahhh pissed

thinkin of makin this private again
cuz like tory found out why i was mad at him cuz of this
and i didnt want him to know yet... but someone told him
and if thats gunna happen then ill just make it private...
im not really mad or anything just... ya know...


and i made cuz i like just got bitched at cuz i forgot to
do something that they asked or somethin like that and my
dad was talkin about some you didnt do what we asked do you
know what thats called? self-centered and then went in this
spill bout how im soo selfish and stuff and no one else is
its all me cuz im the bad kid or something well fuck that
im not selfish or not really compared to some people...

which i was supposed to go to the glassjaw concert with
mandee tonight but they havent said if i can or not and
after that i doubt they will..


well ill come write more later.. i need to take care of
some business or maybe i wont write more...

*Caitlin

The Moment Youve Realized You Are Nothing To Anyon by
Remembering Never


And i can still smell you on my sheets - and now i know
what it feels like to be crushed - and now i know what it
feels like to be a novelty - and now i know what it feels
like to be drowned - by someone you love - it's all over
but i'm still choking on the lies - it's all over but i'm
still choking on the lies - how can we go on living line
after line - i can only stitch myself up so many times -
how can all this have happened in less than a day - then
again it wouldn't have been first time you threw us away -
i've waited so long for someone like you - to fill my days
with ruin - every smile is a painful reminder - of how i
let you continue - all the tears in the world could never
stop could never stop - all the heartbreaking wreckage -
you did that - i love that i can't get enough but i'd be
lying if i said that i didn't expect it - you've past me
twice but ours eyes haven't met again - you've turned my
world into remnants of blood in my sink - will you pick up
the pieces again? or let them fall to ash in your pretty
hands - you walk over me - it's all over - but i'm still
choking on the lies - you walk all over me - the pain
ensues - knives can only go so deep - you have penetrated
the hardest of hearts - and now i can't help but return the
favor.




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