Citizen Insane

The Life Of A Man Who's Gone Crazy
2003-03-25 06:55:29 (UTC)

::sighs::: help...the edge is goin man

Man,what a weekend...i spent saturday just for the better
part sittin around sunday i played hockey at HV for the
first time in awhile after i went to sharis till 5am and
came home,and i kissed her before i left..and she didnt
pull away or nothin..whew..that coulda been bad or good..i
hope good but i think i might have overstepped it..well
nothin i can do now huh?

i must have skated around for like 3 hours tonight..i had
soooo much on my mind and i still do but i dont know where
to begin i think im gonna have a mental breakdown..i really
do..specially if im like resorting skating into areas of
town where i could get jumped and shit..one guy i skated by
i said what up to and he was like "what the fuck you lookin
at?" jeez what the hell does everyone have to act like a
ghetto bad ass? i dunno i dont care either people always
actin hard..even when there lives are better-off than most

still feel like i might have screwed up last night i dunno
i mean if she didnt stop me from kissin her then its okay
right? i know im makin to big a deal outta it..but i dunno
i gotta take a deep breath..

i seen her today for a bit this time i didnt stay all night
lol

yea i skated earlier...i think i went like 4-5 miles and
earlier that day i did 2 miles on a track and from my house
to jacks is a mile...damn ive been all over..

well hopefully tonight i can sleep with my conscience at
ease

thats all for now

your time will come -Iron Maiden "the wicker man"




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