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Random Thought of A Teenage Outcast
2003-03-24 23:51:46 (UTC)

I hate people like you...

So, last night...amazing! loving it! went to see the
movielife...didn not excpet the rest of the bands to be as
good as they were...we got there when Vendetta Red came on
and they were nuts so awesome...and later on I met Zach and
he signed my pants and hes a really nice guy and has
awesome hair...next up was A Static Lullaby...i was
speechless on this band...they were sooo awesome and i got
caught up in the pit for awhile which was fun then i
stopped to watch Joe who is very sexy and I also met him
and he signed my pants and hes sooo sweet and
adorable...then some onelinedrawing dude comes on and i was
like ur cool cuz he was sayin stuff about the war but after
all that i couldnt take it anymore. Next up, Vinnie and
the Movielife...they were better than last time...last time
they were great this time they were great times 84...and
vinnie looked very very cute i was so excited oi was goin
nuts everyone was going nuts for that matter...and they
played thier first encore for us which i thot was really
cool they did pinky swear for that...man im still smiling
it was an awesome night i can still picture it all becuz i
loved it very minute...:0) so what else is going on with
me...me and mikl are talking again which is good but rich
isnt talking to me i really dont know why but it actually
in a way kinda upsets me...its funny how a kiss can mess
things up like that...i cried over him which helped me
alot...but he was the first guy since kevin i had actual
real feelings for...the other i later realized i didnt have
the feelings i thot i did for them...i thot he was this
amazing guy and he even said he would never hurt me...a
week later im lying in my bed crying my poor eyes out over
him. I was really upset hes not ready for a relationship
and it hurt...he asked if we could still hang out and i
said sure...i dont want to lose him as a friend but it
seems like he doesnt even want anything to do with
me...considering i havent seen him since the night i got
with him...he led me on i thinks that was what i was upset
about...saying he missed me and all that crap obviously
meant nothing...i wonder sometimes why i have such crappy
luck with boys...i just want to find someone thats not
gonna mess with me...next whoever i get involved with im
not gonna expect anything from them...im not gonna think
theyre gonna turn out to be this wonderful person that wont
ever do me harm...im gonna go into thinking that theyre
going to hurt me &theyre going to be a jerk that way if
they do hurt me im sure ill cry but it wont be such a hard
hit...*sigh* whatever i think im gonna go take a jog it
reliaves to much stress and also does your body good...:0)

Jess




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