SashaOlson412002

Sasha's Two Cents....
2003-03-24 23:22:28 (UTC)

my mondays are cursed

Heres some backround info so u understand why today sucked:
krystal is justins ex. she treated him like shit. he would
tell hr he loved her then she would say yeah thats nice,
and then tell him to go away. they were together for two
years.


okay. today, justin was in p.e. at school. this guy hong
made a typical guy remark, and said "damn look at all these
virgins, haha" then justin(jokingly) said "shut up hong"
then hong says "why? your a virgin" and justin , being a
guy who has to be macho at all times, of course HAD to
announce that he isnt. then this girl jessica was all, yeah
i know his girlfriend! so then hong goes "oh, what is she a
ho or something?" then i guess justin got mad.......then he
came to my class right before lunch. (he always picks me up
there, then we go to lunch) so then, at lunch, we walked
around trying to find hong, because justin had made it look
like this guy was all talking mad shit and going on and on
about it. so we FINALLY found him. i got into his face
about it...then he took me aside and told me the REAL
story. justin had totally decarated the truth. so i looked
like a jackass, yelling at this guy for something that
wasnt even that big of a deal. so then, i got mad at him.
and i walked away. then, in 6th period, he came to my
class, and gave me this letter. i expected it to be a
letter asking me to not be mad at him, because thats usualy
how it all goes. but, the letter basically said thanks for
treating me exactly like krystal did. thank you for making
me feel worthless and more like shit than i ever have
before. he KNOWS that is the ONE thing he could say to
really get to me, to really tear me up inside, and he said
it. so i crumpled up his letter. then, i told my teacher i
had to go to the bathroom. (by this time i was crying
pretty hard) i left and went to justins classroom. he was
in woodshop. i threw the letter in his face and told him
that i'd see him later. then i walked out balling. we're
not even on speaking terms right now. GOD DAMMIT. why cant
relationships be easier than this? our one year aniversary
is next week, on april 1st. my mom says that the first 2-5
years of the relationship will be so hard, and i'll wanna
give up. but she said that MY relationship is so hard,
because its good, and its something that has potential to
last for my lifetime. but why does it have to be this hard?
i mean, the closer and closer we get, the more and more
arguments we get into! i mean, i know that in one of
shakespear's plays it says "the course of true love never
did run smooth", but come on now! you see where im coming
from? ugh. im gonna go for now. if he calls anytime soon,
i'll write about it....please someone tell me why
relationships have to be so hard? is my mom right? please
send me feedback....
Sasha




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