Yay4Tay

Yay4Tay
2003-03-24 20:16:27 (UTC)

Rice Krispies

Today kind of sucked. First thing this morning I got
called down to the Deans office. Shweet. What did I do
now? Turns out I have a detention on Wednesday. Why? I
know that is what your asking yourself. Turns out that my
French teacher turned in me and Ashley because we didn’t
go back to French after that whole Pot Smoking
presentation. There was like 10 minutes left of class that
wasn’t going to be spent productive wise, so we just said
fuck it and sat on the steps and talked. Big deal. I know
a lot of other people, like Danielle, who didn’t go back
to class either and hung out with us. So me and Ashley got
in trouble and have to serve an hour detention Wednesday.
I was pissed. Still am. Nazis! I have to tell my mom too.
Hmmm… I wonder how that will go. She is going to yell. She
always does. Me and my mom were finally good you know.
Fuck I’m pissed.
She was in my thoughts non stop today. Everyday, since
Friday. Well, Thursday. I want to be there, I want her to
be here. Damn it. It’s such an inconvenience how far we
live. It really makes me upset. And that it’s all up to
her mom basically. If we are together or not. I make her
want to do back flips. *smiles and bright eyed* You don’t
know ho great that is. Lol. That fudgen ROCKS …… DUDE.
Sorry Danielle.. I had to. I really have cut down on the
word dude. I’m eating Rice Krispies. Yay. And writing
about Danielle. 2 of my favorite things. :-D
I feel really uncomfortable looking at girls right now and
checking them out. I’m thinking twice. Something I’m not
used to. I guess that means I’m serious about this. I sure
have been getting little close on my actions about how
serious I am. I’m eating less too. Just Rice Krispies .
Lol. Yay! I was thinking about you today….. I hope
softball tryouts went well for you today.
I was so happy thinking about her today, that I went up to
Lindsey Davis and hugged her. It was weird. I was like can
I have a hug? “Ok” I think I scared her, but I think I
scare her anyways. I’m not really worried about it
anymore. She is still like a god to me for whatever
reason. Everyone has a beautiful older person in the
school that catches you eye. Like “The Beautiful Senior
Popular Girl”. Lindsey Davis is that for me. I don’t have
any feelings for her, just she is beautiful, like actress
beautiful, plus I think she looks like my Cameron. She
knows I think that. I’m such a little stalker with her.
I’m the little girl ho looks up to her, to her I bet.
Maybe she doesn’t’ even think about it. I don’t know. I
know Danielle’s!! Lol Not my Danielle but, Danielle at my
school. RENEE!!! LOL YOU LIKE RENEE!!! I shouldn’t talk
about Renee. Danielle is better anyways.
So, another funny things happened today. Ashley and
Danielle go down to the Deans office. To talk about
things, you know whatever. Miss Corrigan goes “So,
Danielle, How’s the love life?”. LMAO. Like she wasn’t
talking about me. She thinks me and Danielle are going
out. That’s so hilarious. We laugh so hard when that gets
mentioned. So, Danielle says “ Well me and my boyfriend
are doing fine. (Miss Corrigan didn’t know she has a
boyfriend). But me and Tay are both kind of seeing people
right now, but we have something going on and we still
have feelings towards each other” Not true we just want to
fuck with her head. So, Miss C. says “WOW! That’s great”
She is Bi she should just admit it, seriously. Drop the
act. She said that’s great that we are both like cheating
on our people. (Again not true just really twisted and
funny). Yeah that gave us something to talk about. Funny
stuff.
I miss Danielle. God I want to hear her voice. Not tonight
I don’t think. If she called I probably could. I just need
to make tonight ok with my mom. I need to tell her about
the detention. She wont be happy. I’m going to tell her
softball tryouts where today and I’m not doing it this
year. She will be really mad about that. She has been
begging me. I just don’t think it’s what I need to do
right now. I don’t want to do it right now. Next year and
Senior year, fucking right I will play softball. Just I
don’t need to or feel the need to right now. It’s a lot of
responsibility and I don’t want to comit to it. But other
wise she will be pretty pissed. I’m going to talk about
next year’s classes. We will probably fight about that
too. Then I’m going to top it off by seeing if she will
give me the money for a yearbook. So yes lots to do
tonight. I have to stay after tomorrow I’m thinking. For
science.
I really don’t think I’m going to outright tomorrow. That
sucks such shit. I’m so upset about that. I want to se
her. I don’t know if even she can go because of her mom.
My mom will be an issue also. Well ride will be the issue.
I don’t know about Cara and if she is even going… SO
CONFUSED!
But anyways... Thinking about you… :-* ;-)




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