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i don't wanna write

but i guess i have to. it's been a while since i've poured
out my words into this box, and i thought maybe i should
pour more words into this box, but i have no idea what to
say.

my back hurts from work.

i have a headache from lack of sleep and lack of food but i
don't feel like eating or sleeping.

i'm angry but i have no energy to do anything about it.

man am i ever tired. i didn't go to sleep last night for
some reason. couldn't sleep, so i just sat there, smoking
cigarette after cigarette, all red eyed and junk. i don't
wanna work tomorrow. maybe i won't go in.

i want some company. but not the whore from next door. i'm
tired of sitting here alone. it gets really annoying.

my little advice for the day: if you have good friends
around there, hang onto them. they're hard to find. i just
have acquintances. i might go to the bar sometimes with
some of them, but eh they're kind of morons.

yeah well anyway i'm out.