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dbnsfg
2003-03-22 18:21:46 (UTC)

Pfft

{re-submitted at 7:27pm}

time stamps are half an hour fast, cos the clock on this stupid
fucking laptop was wrong, but i dont have the patience to delete them
and stuff.. so you'll just have to ignore them or something :)


Cheech and Wong (5:28:15 PM): afternoon

Auto response from ImSoNotAHippy (5:28:16 PM): leave me
alone.. ass holes

ImSoNotAHippy (5:28:20 PM): ello

Cheech and Wong (5:28:49 PM): how u?

ImSoNotAHippy (5:28:58 PM): shite
ImSoNotAHippy (5:29:00 PM): you?

Cheech and Wong (5:29:16 PM): good

ImSoNotAHippy (5:30:05 PM): full of shit, or has getting
rid of my depressing self-pity really improved your life?

Cheech and Wong (5:31:40 PM): nah nattz, im honestly great8)

ImSoNotAHippy (5:31:52 PM): and how's 'lelle'?

Cheech and Wong (5:32:06 PM): :/
Cheech and Wong (5:32:18 PM): spoke to her the other day
shes ok

ImSoNotAHippy (5:33:19 PM): i dont really want to be the
one that ends the conversation, but the longer i speak to
you, whether on here or not, the wetter my top becomes and
the more reason my dad has to mock my insecurities over
people i dont know.. so maybe i should just fuck off now

Cheech and Wong (5:33:41 PM): eh?

ImSoNotAHippy (5:34:08 PM): okay, remember when you couldnt
stand to talk to me because of the pain it caused?

Cheech and Wong (5:34:21 PM): your in pain?

ImSoNotAHippy (5:34:46 PM): no simon, im fucking peachy, im
the best ive ever been in my life and i couldnt care less
how much i hurt you because you're clearly over it

Cheech and Wong (5:34:55 PM): you told me you wanted away
and ur going back out with someone and ur tryin to tell me
its upsetting talkin to me?

ImSoNotAHippy (5:34:59 PM): sarcasm abuse is a bad thing
ImSoNotAHippy (5:35:11 PM): yes, im telling you its
upsetting talking to you
ImSoNotAHippy (5:35:33 PM): just because im with someone,
doesnt mean it doesnt hurt.. my feelings dont just stop
when and as i tell them to
ImSoNotAHippy (5:35:46 PM): you know that.. you were in teh
same situation, remember?

Cheech and Wong (5:35:54 PM): hmm

ImSoNotAHippy (5:35:58 PM): or maybe you dont.. maybe
repression was a good line to follow
ImSoNotAHippy (5:36:25 PM): if you're gonna read my diary,
at least read the full thing.. there was an entry or two
after my telling the world he and i are dating again

Cheech and Wong (5:36:31 PM): you hang around for all this
time, "i love you:(, i love you bambino:(" etc.. as soon as
i say it back, you decide it wont work, and then im
guessing now you and ven are back together?

ImSoNotAHippy (5:36:51 PM): no, simon, i didnt wait and
then knock you down

Cheech and Wong (5:36:56 PM): see he cant have kara, karas
up the duff, so he takes his attention elsewhere and
splashes out money on you

ImSoNotAHippy (5:36:58 PM): it had been on my mind for ages

Cheech and Wong (5:37:02 PM): then you decide we wont work
Cheech and Wong (5:37:08 PM): ur going back out with him
now yeah?

ImSoNotAHippy (5:37:15 PM): kinda

Cheech and Wong (5:37:19 PM): nattz
Cheech and Wong (5:37:24 PM): i've not read your diary
Cheech and Wong (5:37:37 PM): this is the 1st time since
thursday i've be able to sit down
Cheech and Wong (5:37:51 PM): kinda?

ImSoNotAHippy (5:38:02 PM): i dont know, it was only
decided last night

Cheech and Wong (5:38:31 PM): u 2 get on great thou:D
Cheech and Wong (5:38:37 PM): so yayness

ImSoNotAHippy (5:38:42 PM): dejavu

Cheech and Wong (5:38:48 PM): cos ur into all the same shit
as he is
Cheech and Wong (5:38:54 PM): nattz i aint gonna get down
on stuff
Cheech and Wong (5:39:07 PM): im living like a never
expected
Cheech and Wong (5:39:21 PM): if its geniunely upsetting
talkin to me
Cheech and Wong (5:39:22 PM): i'll go

ImSoNotAHippy (5:39:30 PM): i dont want you to even care
how i am.. im actually suprised you even bothered messaging
me.. i figured you'd hate me by now

Cheech and Wong (5:39:39 PM): i dont hate you
Cheech and Wong (5:39:53 PM): i guessed you was gettin back
with him when u gave me the brush off

ImSoNotAHippy (5:40:08 PM): i'd explain.. the reasons for
my choice, the reasons why i broke you again.. but i dont
think you'd care either way

Cheech and Wong (5:40:25 PM): probably not?
Cheech and Wong (5:40:38 PM): but fire away if you wanna

ImSoNotAHippy (5:40:41 PM): but i did though.. i know i did

Cheech and Wong (5:40:54 PM): for a bit
Cheech and Wong (5:41:02 PM): then the funniest thing
happened:'(

ImSoNotAHippy (5:41:18 PM): fleas learn to ride motorcycles?
ImSoNotAHippy (5:41:25 PM): because man would that be
funny..:/

Cheech and Wong (5:41:27 PM): yes!
Cheech and Wong (5:41:30 PM): i have my flat
Cheech and Wong (5:41:37 PM): only its not mine but it is

ImSoNotAHippy (5:41:43 PM): lucky you
ImSoNotAHippy (5:41:51 PM): must be nice to get away

Cheech and Wong (5:41:59 PM): im not staying there

ImSoNotAHippy (5:42:08 PM): why?

Cheech and Wong (5:42:14 PM): its more of a umm... studioO:)

ImSoNotAHippy (5:42:35 PM): the joy of cryptics

Cheech and Wong (5:42:35 PM): *giggles*
Cheech and Wong (5:42:37 PM): lol
Cheech and Wong (5:43:08 PM): me and mah bredrins got 1 o
dem mad ass townie pirate radio shit tings gwannin X(

ImSoNotAHippy (5:43:20 PM): sounds like fun

Cheech and Wong (5:43:32 PM): we sit up der in dat flat n
bun some mad skunk n pump out sum mad choonz X(

ImSoNotAHippy (5:43:32 PM): oh how i miss friends.. *sighs*

Cheech and Wong (5:43:36 PM): :(
Cheech and Wong (5:43:43 PM): you have friends

ImSoNotAHippy (5:43:58 PM): no, i have online friends and a
kinda boyfriend i see once a week

Cheech and Wong (5:44:09 PM): mista ven, sam

ImSoNotAHippy (5:44:17 PM): who randomly spends stupid
amounts of money on me because he likes to see me smile

ImSoNotAHippy (5:44:35 PM): only, i cant smile at the
moment, because my lip is sore:)

Cheech and Wong (5:44:35 PM): :)
Cheech and Wong (5:45:08 PM): :(

ImSoNotAHippy (5:45:30 PM): he said to me that it would
happen like it always does

Cheech and Wong (5:45:38 PM): what would?

ImSoNotAHippy (5:45:57 PM): the cycle the three of us seem
to keep going through

Cheech and Wong (5:46:09 PM): nah it doesnt
Cheech and Wong (5:46:12 PM): its you 2 now
Cheech and Wong (5:46:19 PM): i aint gettin involved in ur
business

ImSoNotAHippy (5:46:45 PM): it doesnt matter either way to
me, its not like anythings ever going to change or get
better or make sense
ImSoNotAHippy (5:47:08 PM): so why not just make do with
what keeps getting thrown at me, and save everyone the hurt
of trying to explain the complexity of my mind?

Cheech and Wong (5:47:47 PM): nattz
Cheech and Wong (5:47:52 PM): if you wanna say something
say it

ImSoNotAHippy (5:47:56 PM): no

Cheech and Wong (5:48:00 PM): fairplay
Cheech and Wong (5:48:23 PM): but theres not gonna be a 3rd
time we go back to before only for u to go back to him
Cheech and Wong (5:50:14 PM): so u can say anything u
couldnt before, and it wont change anything

ImSoNotAHippy (5:50:59 PM): nah, i think keeping stuff to
myself saves us both the pointless depression that seems to
always follow everything i open up about:)

Cheech and Wong (5:51:24 PM): ok
Cheech and Wong signed off at 6:29:41 PM.

ImSoNotAHippy (6:29:41 PM): :(bye

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two words, ass holes..

BlOw Me




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