ChickRockeR

My Crazy Life
2003-03-22 14:09:07 (UTC)

I cant write poems for beans

When I was younger,
Life seemed to be filled with fun
I never knew what pain or hurt was
Until now.
Now I can say I know exactly that it feels like,
To long for something,
That you just can’t have.
That’s almost like the story of my life.
Nothings ever right in my life,
Since he left me.
Ever since then, it’s just been,
Constantly going downhill.
It feels almost impossible,
To be able to turn this miserable life around.
If I have nothing to live for,
Then why am I still alive?
I shouldn’t have to go through this,
Should I?
I want him, but it seems like,
That could never be.
Because you see,
He’s already with someone.
I can’t be with anyone I want to be with,
And it only makes me more miserable,
With each passing day.
Walking past you, you look like such a shy boy,
Knowing that I can’t have you.
I’m falling deeper and deeper into a depression,
And everyday its getting harder to cover up,
And hide from everyone.





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