thea

the semi-secret life of thea
2003-03-21 16:49:14 (UTC)

i can't stand it

...Seeing her like this. I love her way too much to see
her in pain. I would gladly live a thousand miserable lives
to see her happy. I don't know how she's feeling right now,
but i just read her diary from last night, it's killing me.
To see her in pain, it's just, omg, i don't fucking know,
but i can't stand it. I just want to be able to kiss her on
top of the head and take it all away. Like when you're
little, your mom kisses your boo boo, and it's "better",
just because she did. I just wish i could do that. I'm
supposed to be writing a term paper right now, but i'm not
because i can't stop thinking about her. She deserves
everything that's good in the world, i just wish i could
give it to her. But i can't, all i can offer is my love and
support, which i suppose matters, but it won't make her
better. I love her too much to see her like this, it really
is killing me. G'day to you and yours, ~an unable to do
anything about a friend's pain thea




Ad: