CureMyTragedy13

If you make the world a stage for me...
2003-03-21 16:37:26 (UTC)

To be me...

Lea and I are going to a coffee shop tonite and catching
some underground bands(just as friends :-P). It's gonna be
pretty cool, my one friend Sam, the one band is her
boyfriend's band. She told me to not be suprised if they
suck, and that I'm better than their drummer. HEHE. I
promised I'd only make fun of the drummer.

But the whole point of this entry, is I want to be doing
gigs with my band. I know we're still in the writing phase
(and looking for a lead singer still) but it's just I want
so badly to be doing a gig, and just as I'm drumming, look
around at people bobbing their heads, whispering stuff to
their friends like "wow, these guys are pretty good." It's
amazing how to some one like me, I don't even care about
all the $$, sex, and other stuff I'd get from mass fame of
being a rock star. I just want to be able to play gigs at
will, write music at will, and just be with my band and
make music.

Music truly is my life. Cold-"bleed" truly is me. That song
is me. Lea's right. "everyone needs a song that is just for
them." This is just for me. This song means everything to
me. "I need music, to set me free, to let me bleed." That
is me.

The entire thought, of one year from now, I could be
playing a gig at the chameleon club, or shakey's, or even
the why're(coffee house we're gonna be at tonight), it just
makes me giddy. I want this so bad. Good god, I'm
practicing on my drumset with one broken stick, because I
want to be better.

"My love is music, for I will marry melody."




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