Smile....Jenn loves you!

I am Jennifer Price!
2003-03-20 22:03:32 (UTC)

Stay gone....

I thought I loved Adam...I really did. But hearing about
how his life is going and how mine is...it's depressing. He
got over me in a day and I'm STILL dwelling on him. I more
than deserve to be happy. And I'm going to start being
happy and stop thinking of him starting today. I don't need
him and I don't want him anymore. He can go on living his
life and fuck it up, but I'm going to be successful. I have
a college picked out and I plan on playing volleyball
there. I'm going to get back into my normal routine of
things, be nice to my friends again(sorry guys), get
involved in as much as possible, and just be me again. I
was always trying to be someone else for Adam, and I hated
that. I wasn't punk enough or I wasn't mature enough. Why
should I have to change for someone who is supposed to love
me NO MATTER WHAT?!? I shouldn't...I should have a
boyfriend there for me when I need him and even when I
don't, loving me for who I am....not who he wants me to be.
That was one of Adams biggest faults...he was only there
for me when I needed, sometimes not even that. I saw him
when it was convient for HIM. He got pissed when I couldn't
leave or if I had to work. FUCK THAT! I have the perfect
song for Adam, and it country. Here ya go baby....

"Stay Gone"

I found piece of mind, I'm feeling good again.
I'm on the other side,
Back among the living.
Ain't a cloud in the sky,
All my tears have been cried,
And I can finally say:
Baby, baby stay,
Stay right where you are.
I like it this way,
It's good for my heart.
I haven't felt like this,
In God knows how long.
I know everything's gonna be okay,
If you just stay gone.

I still love you, and I will forever
We can't hide the truth,
We know each other better.
When we try to make it work,
We both end up hurt.
And it ain't supposed to be that way.

So baby, baby stay,
Stay right where you are.
I like it this way,
It's good for my heart.
I haven't felt like this,
In God knows how long.
I know everything's gonna be okay,
If you just stay gone.

Instrumental break.

When you try to make it work,
We both end up hurt.
Love ain't supposed to be that way.

So baby, baby stay,
Stay right where you are.
I like it this way,
It's good for my heart.
I haven't felt like this,
No, in God knows how long.
I know everything's gonna be okay,
If you just stay gone.

I know everything's gonna be okay,
If you just stay gone.

Stay where you are with Lindsay...I hope your happy. I know
I am. But when Lindsay decides not to be there for you
anymore...you'll realized that you lost me. When you call I
won't answer, when you talk I won't listen, and when you
cry my shoulder won't be there. I'll treat you like you've
treated me and it will suck, but you'll get used to it real
quick. You'll learn to value what you have in you life and
not to take things for granted because one day it'll all be
gone. Have a great life...I know I'm going to. All I need
are my REAL friends, full pack of cigarettes, 6-pack of
Bud, and MY LOVING HUSBAND. Take care...hope everything
goes well. Later Kids...it's storming!




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