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Katie's Journal
2003-03-20 05:53:43 (UTC)

Crowl the Man Warrior . . . ( or Princess Sophie)

Today was AWESOME!! Trey came to visit me, which I really
needed, because I was really worried that I might have
pissed Josh off last night and I needed something to take
my mind off him. So we hung out all day, went shopping,
went to the mall, and caused trouble at WalMart. Which
reminds me: I LOVE WALMART! Where else can you buy a
Bulldogs TShirt, a Pink Velour Hoodie, Patent Leather
Shoes, Fresh Fruit, Ravioli, and Eye Liner? NO WHERE!
Except for a Super K maybe...But that's not the point.
The point is, I love WalMart.

And I talked to Josh tonight. (Insert me with a big dumb
grin here.) He wasn't mad at me last night like I thought
he was. I absolutely adore him! He bought a new Jeep
today and I'm so happy for him. He's so proud of himself
for being all mature and taking responsibility for
everything himself and I'm proud of him, too. I get
really maternal towards him sometimes. Whenever he's sick
I love taking care of him and I get so proud of him when
he accomplishes something and I worry about him like he's
my child. But anyways...And he's off Monday and he's
actually gonna come down to visit. YAY!!!

Last night I told him he needed to take some time off for
himself and not worry about work and car loans and school
and just chill for a little while. I also recommended
that he come down here to do all this, and he said it
sounded like a good idea, expect that he wanted to get
laid. So I told him we'd find someone for him, but then
he started getting all mushy and talking about how he
wanted to be able to make love to someone that's special
to him. I didn't want to get all cocky and assume he was
talking about me, so kinda drew it out of him, and he
finally said what he wanted was to make love to ME when he
came down. Me! Oh man...I'm actually kinda glad he
couldn't come down this week because, for reasons beyond
my control (if you catch my drift), any kind of intimacy
would not have been an option.

OK, I think I should clarify something. I just reread the
last paragraph, and I look like a big ol' slut. I am very
much a virgin and have no plans of changing that any time
soon for Josh or anyone else. Josh has made it very clear
that if I do decide to change my mind about this subject,
he's more than willing to help me out.

Before you assume anything, it's really not the way it
sounds. He's not just a guy trying to get in my pants.
We've known each other most of our lives and he really
truly honestly love each other, although not necessarily
in a sexual way. Of all the people I know (and I know
plently), I would most want to lose my virginity to Josh
because I'm so comfortable around him and I know I can
trust him with something so important. He feels very much
the same way.

So anyways, back to what I was saying. Josh is coming
down Monday! And we're going to get my nipples pierced!
I went by the piercing place today and it's $25 for bot
nipples, plus the cost of jewelry, which is an absolutely
amazing deal, especially since I have a Buy 1 Get 1 Free
Coupon for any jewelry there.

I think this would also be a good place to clarify
something else. As I mentioned before, I am a virgin.
Not only am I a virgin, in my life I have only kissed two
people: Frankie (whom I dated for 16 months), and Josh
(whome I have known for 10 years). I am not loose, sluty,
skanky, easy, or trashy in any way. I am a devout
Christian and my religion is a very big part of my life.
I am, however, getting my nipples pierced.

But anyways. I also told Josh about the signed EFO CD
that I'm getting for Lyndsey this weekend and I (jokingly)
told him what an awesome friend I am and he said, "Yeah, I
know!" Awww! Josh is the best. And he's always the
first person who calls if something is wrong and I need
someone to talk to before I even have to ask. He's been
so helpful with all the crap I've been through with
Frankie lately and life in general. Honestly, Josh is
really what keeps me going sometimes. No matter how
hopeless things seem, he always reminds me about what's
really important. I hope everyone has the chance to know
someone like Josh in their lifetime. I feel totally
blessed to have him as a best friend.

This whole entry sounds like an advertisement for Josh.
Buy not while supplies last! Special edition for a
limited time only! Don't miss this once in a lifetime
deal! Hehehe...

OK, that's enough for now. I have class in 8 hours and
Gregg doesn't like sleepy people. He also doesn't
remember my name, but that's another story for another day.

Goodnight Adam 12!

*Katie*




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