punk_babe_182

Care
2003-03-20 00:17:18 (UTC)

Real life ain't no fairy tale. I just thought you should know.

written march 18 -->

~*~*~*~*~

Back to school yet again...
My eyes are burning
I want to go home
for once
need sleep
food
my own bed
am i happy now
or did i just get worse
this place makes me cry
i want to die
run away
together
get married
this is no life
yes
it is
this is my life

happy birthday dad...

~*~*~*~*~

written last night -->

I want to explain myself to you but I don't know how to
start. I don't know where to start. I don't understand ~~>
feelings, life, state of mind. Call me a freak. Call me a
whore. And then don't ever talk to me again. Hypocrites:
the world is full of them. I've convinced myself that I
need no one, but now that I'm alone I'm wishing there was
someone. I will listen to your every thought, every word,
every doubt... "as long as you're aliev and care, I
promise I will take you there." 'I can't be your
superman...' but... "won't you think I'm pretty when I'm
standing atop the bright lit city and I'll take your hand
and pick you up and keep you there so you can see....
We'll drink and dance the night away."

"quotes" from The Used
(see next entry)




Ad: