natalie

NaTaLiE iSz kOoL
2003-03-19 23:45:58 (UTC)

hOLLLEr

wuSz gOOd ppl.. wellz itSz been 2months since i've uPdated
and alOt haSz happened obviously cuSz i'm natalie and
bullshyt likes t0o happen t0o me lET ME SEE well right nOw
my mommadukes iSz in the hOspital :-( buh i nO she'll be
okaii.. shes coming out manana s0o thats gOod. JoShUa and
me dOnt speak nO more since FeBuArY 11 and i juSz remember
the date cuSz it wuSz the tuesday b4 valentines day.. well
baSically he tried gettin wit niColE s0o0o yea.. denyed it
tiL i caught him on 3-way i lOved it when he said `i dont
qive a shyt bout ur cuSzin` righhht anyways gEoVaNnY like i
said b4 actually did think we were gOin oUt lOLOLOL hOw are
u gonna juSz assume ur gOin out wit sum1 seriouslyy well
i "broke uP" wit him and he rObbed a car blamed it on wut i
said t0o him then nOw he's been lOcked up for a week and
nOel is loCked uP as well fOr druggs and i dOnt nO i sorta
miSz that fuqqer and the stupid shyt he did and the way he
treated me when we were alOne he's s0o adOrkable lOLLL then
when he's in public trying t0o be kOOL he's s0o fuqqin gay
bro wtf wuSz his problem its not like anyone wuSz paying
attention really daym.. hMm TELL ME WHY ALEX [colombian] IS
So0o0o DAMN BANGIN wOww i saw him at the 9th street party
feb.15 and thaSz like the first time he nOticed me and he
wuSz acting s0o0o nice and we chilled after that like 2wks
agO buh i dkkk he said miSh fuqqed uP his shyt cuSz he wuSz
gonna make his move buh that miSh came outside FUQQQER.. i
wanttttttt a boyfriend s0o0o bad like seriously i've never
felt s0o lOnely in my whOle intire life that i'm starting
t0o miss all these ppl that i no dOnt need t0o be in my
life buh the fact that i'm s0o lOnely i want SUMONE buh
SUMONE banqin and that's gonna treat me really gOod or idk
i dOnt care realy if he plays me out juSz cuSz i'm weakk
buh i want it t0o be sum1 frOm skOol juSz b/c i dont want
them t0o no bout me or no or thinkk cuSz i'm actually nOt a
slutt and i juSz want him t0o like me fOr wut i tell him
even though i wouldn't lie buh u knOw.. i wanna get away
from belleville sumtimes buh its t0o funnie and its like my
life in away like thOse ppl are my life and wut would i dO
wit out them.. i get s0o confused sumtimes idk wut tOo dO
o000o banqin bOy in my skOol buh he dOnt talk to mee s0o
wut can i dOo,, nada... thiSz iSz a lil t0o muCH that i
wrOte s0o i gOnna bE oUt ... SPRiNG iS HEREE =)~ yayayay




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