Anges Nitt

trying to understand humanity
2003-03-19 17:03:19 (UTC)

Rejected

Got a letter this morning form GAP and it looks like they
don't want me. When I first read it I was shocked I mean
really shocked. I sat on my bed in disbelief crying for
half an hour, which made me miss psychology. I felt
betrayed and very angry. They themselves have told me
stories of people who have dropped out because they miss
their bf/gf or because they were home sick. Stories of
people who just did not do any work what so ever and they
let them in but they keep me out!!!!!!!!!! But I am a
little calmer than I was this morning and I have asked
for one of them to ring me so I can talk about reapplying.
BUT GOD I feel so embarrassed and its so painful every time
I think about it.
I want to get it resolved now, I want to prove to them that
I am worthy of this placement and I can do it, I am
determined to do it. But instead I'm going to have to wait
months.




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