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No Matter How Hard I Try...
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2003-03-19 00:21:23 (UTC)

Try try agan...and again and again...I wont give up

Ok, so I'm stubborn. It's not my fault. It's my ansestors
fault! I won't give up on this...not until I get my way.
Selfish, sure. But I'm gunna fight to be with Terry, I
don't care what it takes! I can do this!
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My mom said she'd "think about it" ok, sure. So, today
isn't look good...but I'll ask anyways. She keeps asking me
what I want...I know what I want. I want to be able to have
Terry over, call him, go out with him, ride with him etc.
So, I'm gunna fight for it. Nothing will happen again! I
learned my lesson and he did too. Were done with that
bullshit. So, if I cant have him over...fine. I'll leave
with him...give my mom his cell # and let her call whenever
she wants. Every 5 mintues if that's what it takes! So, my
mom had a bad day, things got worse when she got home, but
I'm gunna talk anyways...don't have a good feeling about
this one...
***
I cut my hair. It's gone. It wasn't suppose to be this
short! It's ok in the back, but looks short in the front. I
wanted it timmed and layered toward the front, but the lady
screwed it up just a little, so now it's AHH! Colleen likes
it better than before, Trish says it's "cute" (who cares
what she says) I really don't know what to think...it's too
short!
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Well, it's 7:15 now, and I'm not sure if I can update later
(after talking to my mom) or not. So, I'll write later
if I can, or tomorrow and tell everyone what's going
on...this will NEVER work and NEVER be fixed if I'm not
given room to prove that it wont happen again...she can't
take him away...I wont allow it...I love him...screw what
she thinks...I loved him before we even KISSED. So, she
cant say I dont care. *sigh* I'll do anything.

"I'd do anything,
Just to hold you in my arms,
And try to make you laugh,
Cuz somehow I can't put you in the past."

~Simple Plan
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So, wish me luck. I love you Terry! :D
***
Later everyone.

~Ash


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