thea

the semi-secret life of thea
2003-03-18 20:57:44 (UTC)

wow

Wow, I have such a completely wonderful friend. She
means the world to me. My last entry, was ummm, not the
nicest, to put it lightly. It's even worse that i
sugarcoated it so people wouldn't get the full blow of what
i felt like...
But then, today in computer applications, i was surfing
the web, and decided to see if i had any feedback. I did.
And it was wonderful. It was very much along the lines
of "you're never alone, we love you, i'll always be here,
etc." Now, i get these semi-often because of my constant
state of belittling myself and being a butthead. However,
this one was different. I mean, i'm always extremely moved
when i read such fabulous things written to me, but this
one was just, different. I started crying, right there in
school. GAH. It was almost funny though, people were
looking at me weird.
So then, since i was already here at my-diary, i
decided to see if the girl who sent me the feedback had
written a new entry. And oh lordy, she did! Did she ever!
It was a completely utterly wonderful entry about yours
truely. So there i go, right after i had stopped crying, i
started up again. I was like freaking niagra falls. But at
that point, people had started ignoring me over there in my
lil corner in all of my dramatic-ness.
Yay, i have such a wonderful friend. I mean, i have more
than one wonderful friend, but this particular one is the
only person who knows about me at all. And she reacts to it
so perfectly, handles it way better than i do. She's so,
so, ahh i don't even know the words, but i love that girl.
I love you deary!!! yay. yay yay yay. Great friends are
possibly the best thing in the world. So, from the bottom
of my heart deary, i thank you. G'day to you and yours,
~an amazingly touched and emotionally unstable thea




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