I really don't know whats wrong with me anymore. Somedays
I'm completely fine and I love being alive and shit. And
then I have days where everything sucks and I hate my life
and I just want to die. I'm starting to think that maybe
I'm bi polar, but I don't have money to go see a doctor
since I am still unemployed!!! This really sucks. Oh well,
I'm feeling too depressed to write anymore.....