cryingcountrycowgirl

Lost and Searching
2003-03-18 05:37:23 (UTC)

Dearest jake

I miss you so much...do you every feel the same....there
are times at night before i fall into the deep sleep that i
think i hear my cell phone ring, and i always think that
its you calling me to talk, just like before....but as soon
as i pick up my phone i know its not you....you haven't
talked to me since i told you the truth and ran away...why
didn't you follow me jake....
i thought we were better friends than that...what
happened.....please don't think that i would of done
anything to hurt you but what you did hurt me...i don't
know how to make amends....lately you have been in my
dreams keeping me awake....just as i walk up to you to talk
to you you dissappear, i can't hurt you no more jake, the
only thing i can do is help you to understand if you let
me...please give me a chance...help me to get through the
rough times and enjoy the good times with me, just like it
used to be....

please talk to me soon, jake,
before its too late