RackingMyBrain

*~*SunShine*~*
2003-03-17 14:03:09 (UTC)

It sucks...

I mean when you still care about someone after they hurt
you so much and then they could care less how you still
feel about them.That is what is going on with CCO and I
right now.I don't wanna to go back out with him but he
doesn't understand that the way is life is going isn't
really up and leaving wont solve anything.He is one of the
2 people that I trust with my life and yet he doesn't
understand that he needs to make different choices. He is
like one of the only people that can actually keep me level
headed. Oh, and on the other hand DB has a girlfriend
now I heard... I told MECE things were going to good to be
true. Grrr... I hate when I am right about those kinda
things. Now I seriously am gunna give up on like everything
and everyone in this town. I just want to run away but like
I said it doesn't solve anything. I don't think I'm gunna
run away I think I will just take a long vacation. Oh, and
to top everything off my mom is the reason CCO and his
girlfriend broke up. I'm seriously not going to talk to
her.Lately she has found any reason or way to mess up my
life.Oh, and plus report cards are comming out and I don't
think I did so good.LIFE IS CRAP!!




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