babybritt_4life

My Crazy Mixed Up World * A Girl In Love
2003-03-16 22:34:49 (UTC)

what i have learned form this past night

many people have problems with love. form many people i
have learned that love is this big part of life. i believe
that. you can't be happy unless you have love. but what
about marriage? i was brought up to believe that you
shouldn't be married unless your in love.my father didn't
really believe in that i guess. so all i had was to rely
on my mom when it came to marriage. you see my father had
no problem with the love part, he just liked sex. he liked
it alot. i'm 15 and i have never experienced sex because i
believe that you should wait untill you get married. well
i use to anyway. but my mom remarried and she clames she
loves this man but if you were here you would understand
that that is not love. they fight all the time. infact
they live in diffrent houses because they can't stand
eachother. there is only one reason that they are still
together is, you guessed it, sex. so i have come to the
conclusion that the only thing you have to think about
when you are looking for a husbend/wife is how good the
sex is. if i love some guy so much it doesn't matter
because it's all about the sex. it sad thats what we have
to live for. sometimes i think this world is so messed up.
but thats how things work these days right. its never
about the love. g2g t2ul.
luv me 3-16-03




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