No Matter How Hard I Try...
Hey! How are you? I'm hanging in there....
I actually was able to go to the Sadie Hawkins last night.
It wasn't that bad...I got to hang out with Alisha. The DJ
was alright...not many people were there...but it was still
kinda fun. At least I was able to get out of the house. I
had to mow the front and back lawn, vacuum, mop floors, and
blow the driveway in order to go though. But, at least I
got out of the house.
It's going to be a LONG weekend. I can't see or talk to
Terry at all...and it's gunna suck so much ass. I just hope
that if I continue to behave and help out, my mom will see
that I really am sorry and that I am trying to make an
effort to make things better...maybe I'll wash the car
today...it'll give me something to do. I miss Terry SO much
already, I missed him when I got to see him for 3 or 4
mintues between classes, but not being able to see or talk
to him at all today or tomorrow is just going to suck...I
just wish my mom would trust us again...we really did learn
our lesson. *sigh*
Well, I think that's all...I'm going to try to keep myself
I love you Terry, and I miss you.