gillian

AfterTheLaughter
2003-03-15 18:25:24 (UTC)

can't stop

so my dear is grounded....i won't be able to see him for a
while. i only get to see him once a week as it is! now it's
nothing. f u c k

wednesday night i had a panic attack. my mom went through
my backpack looking for my report card, she found a lighter
and pills. she showed my dad. i was in my room, i had been
crying b/c i couldn't talk to robert. she saw and went much
easier on me. she just talked to me and i didn't get
punished. *phew* that's the day robert got in trouble. he
called me late that night (im not supposed to get calls
past 9pm). he did his signature ring twice signal for me to
call him. and my dad started to get mad. i called him but
he had to go. he called later, i had fallen asleep so i
didn't pick up right away. he huing up and called a few
minutes later nad i picked up halfway through the first
ring and my dad picked up and he was all "HELLO?" and
sounded pissed so i hung up and called robert about 10
minutes later. that is when he told me he prolly won't be
able to see me for a few weeks and he's grounded fromt he
phone and pretty much everything else. he had to go and i
was supposed to call him back at 1 am after his mum went to
sleep. when we hung up i had my panic attack. and then fell
asleep in a passed out way. i woke up to my alarm clock at
1 but i had just had a dream we both got in major trouble
for talking on the phone and i though it really happened so
i didn't call him back....anyways....
stuff could be better.
i'm on spring break. i've got the week off. i have to go to
the stupid farm though. that pisses me off so much. and
i've got a bunch of homework to do.
yipee *sarcasm*




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