TarotQueen

The TarotQueen Tales
2003-03-15 06:05:54 (UTC)

Foil characters much?

Okay, so life's been ok, i'm doing honor roll crap in
school, stage crew is soso rockin, i saw a few movies here
and there, i like chillin w/ my pplz, rollin w/ the homies
it's all good. I'm like, the lil' random counselor for my
friends. i guess it's the result of having a mother be a
counselor and therapist, and a father as a psychologist :)
I have 1 client who's working out lil probs & stumblers w/
her bf. I have another who is like, my baby brother, and
he's all pissed about not being able 2 go 2 MHS cuz he
moved 30 min away. I also have 2 which are my fave kind 2
handle. They just need 2 vent. 1 needs 2 vent about my baby
bro, the other about autre stuffs. I LUV listening. Oh, and
this 1 thing pisses me off. See? venting is good! i think i
will just have a cute little vent part right here about all
the current stresses going on, the majority of which
concerning guys. I'm telling ya, the saying about can't
live w/ or w/ out them is sooo tru. Especially the "with".
Okay, so there's this guy, let's call him matt, i liked,
emphasis on the past tense, back in December. i was done in
a couple weeks. But while i did like matt, i obviuosly told
my friends. last month, i find out that one of them, let's
call her abby, told matt that some liked him, and matt
guessed it was me. I'm totally ok that Abby said that 2
matt, actually, i'm flattered that Abby would be sweet
enough to try and help us get together. I'm not mad at Abby
at all. It's HIM. See, i hadn't liked matt in about 2
months by this time, cuz Abby told him waaay after i told
her. Lol. but she's still a sweetie!!! Any way, i'm not mad
@ Abby @ all. It's friggin HIM. I asked matt if Abby had
said anything to him lately, and he was like, "nope!" and
now he's all uncomfy talkin straight 2 me, only w/ my
friends if they're there. And just the whole bad-lying-when
i-kno-it's-lying is just annoying the heck outta me. I just
want matt 2 know i don't like him, the dumbbutt!
Okay, next drama. For a while, silly me was worried
about the ex boyfriend, the guy who possible liked me and
who i possibly liked back, and the other guy i liked. but
ignore them. they're not important. i'll start @ the
beginning. See, there's this guy who used 2 go to another
school around here, and we can call him Gabe. At this other
school, he went out with a girl we can call Daria. Gabe &
Daria really cared 4 each other 4 the 2 weeks they went
out, but then Gabe moved to the town where i live now, only
15 min away from his old home. they decided to break up cuz
they didn't kno how it would work out, not seein each other
much. Well, i'm friends w/ a girl who goes to the school
where Daria & gabe go/went. Thru her, i got to kno Daria,
and Daria and I are really close now. Well, today, Gabe
asked me out. I was so torn. I wanted 2 go out w/ him soooo
much, but i didn't want 2 hurt Daria. In the end, Daria is
still sad over him, but she's happy for me, i think. I'm
not gonna go into how i'm so scared that this is a trick,
that he rlly doesn't wanna go out w/ me, that is is a prank
set by ppl who don't like me. i'm scared.
We're going to the movies alone. i'm so worried. I've
dated a lot, 3 guys since december, and gone on dates and
all, but never w/ some1 i don't rlly kno. What i do kno is
that is this is a trick, i'm going to either talk 2 my bff
e, or if i can't talk 2 her, i'm calling He who i musn't
name. like, housecall. as in,i'd run to his house from the
theatres. Well, it's one am, and i have 2 wake up in 6
hours for color guard. bye!




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