LadyStarr

I am a homosexual
2003-03-14 07:08:55 (UTC)

broken condoms

is it normal for a person to just stop caring about
things? Well to elaborate, i feel nothing for my mother
anymore.i dont think there is even love. i loathe her.
almost hate. but i dont want to think about it. i guess i
do care about something, since im sitting here, pinning
over "the perfect gurl" if she was perfect, for me anyways,
i wouldnt be sitting here with my heart in pieces. and i
hate to whine. this is what she makes me resort to.
whining! to people who probably dont even give a damn. ppl
have their own problems, they dont need to read about
mine. Well spring break started for me. big whoop. ill
probably sit at home all week. even though iim dying to go
out. i need to get friends that actually like the beaches
and outdoors, and THE SUN! yeah! i have a friend who hates
sunlight! ~_~ freaks i swear! but im dying at home. i
should start a count of how many times suicide crossed my
mind. today: 12 times. oh well. im over it. im not going
to say something like life sucks, because we all know it
does. so im gonna say......i wish the condom hadn't of
broken.




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