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The Art Of Pain
2003-03-14 04:14:18 (UTC)

list em up

Diary,
Lets make a list...
1> Heathers mom might die...
2> Addy's gramps might die
3> Martie is very sick and depressed
4> I dont sleep
5> i lost Duke
6> i hate the world and no one understands
7> Im tired of all this repetitive day to day shit...
8> Im craving H. like no ones buisness
9> i miss being good at acting singing and music
10> I dont care about anything and suck at everything
11> There is no ammo for the magnum...
12> im seeing things
13> TRUST NO ONE!!!
14> Got fired again
15> have migranes constantly
16> physically I'm a wreck...look like i was hit by a train
17> My only solice is dark corners and loud Staind on my
headphones
18> Im quitting acting, music, and all other things i like
because i dont n e more...
19> I hate my family and dad is very drunk most of the time
(violent) mom is insane and drunk or doped up on her Meds.
Ivan gets away with everything and im tired of his shit...
My room has been taken over because i have the only non
crashed pc wt internet in the house so i have NO
privacey...the gun is out off bullets...
20> Ive pushed everyone so far away that i dont care
anymore...




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