redstarfish2

No Matter How Hard I Try...
2003-03-14 01:24:03 (UTC)

lucky/frustrated/faster/dance

I am so lucky. I don't know what makes me "special". Terry
could just give up on me and be like "yeah, whatever" find
a nice, pretty, talented, girl and move on. But, he keeps
insisting that everything will be fine and that he wont
give up, no matter what. Thank you baby, I love you. As
long as I have him, everything will be ok.
***
Well, I'm trying to get my mom to let up faster...she wont.
I wanted to go to the Sadie Hawkins at the school...but I
wont be able to. :( My mom wont let me after what
happened...damn it!
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This is all my freaking fault...gosh I'm dumb! EER! This
whole thing is being blown out of porportion and it's so
dumb. Nothing can change the past, but damn! Lets fucking
move on! I am trying EVERYTHING...it isn't working...it's
so frustrating! I just want my life back! I want everything
back to normal. I wont give up until it is.
***
I JUST WISH I COULD GO TO THE DAMCE! GRRRR! I really want
to....*sigh* Anyone...anyone out there? Help?
lol..Randy...thanks for trying...maybe I can ask once more
tomorrow...




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