KerouacFemme

Bitch In Seattle
2003-03-13 04:25:56 (UTC)

Quantum Theory

Quantum theory and the theory of relativity are two things that I
realized I know nothing about. So today while waiting for 4 hours
for my mother to get out of a meeting so she could call the school
to verify using her credit card to pay for half of my tuition ($1200 for
one class-- out of state.. fuckers), I ran to the library to wait for her
to call my cell and read up on those things. Everyone called me
except for the two people I wanted.. (well, I like it when my best
friend calls)
the two people I was awaiting were
A.) my mother, obviously, concerning my tuition .. the tuition
deadline for me was today

and
B.) "Kahlil" who was supposed to have a date with me today. we
talked on sunday night and made plans to hang out today. He kept
saying how he wanted to cook for me and thay we should either
get together for him to cook dinner for me or we shoudl have a
picnic lunch. we decided ona picnic lunch and since we live in
shitty-weathered seattle together, we decided to have it at my
house... this way I could seduce him as well. we said we'd work out
the specifics (time, meeting up beforehand, etc) on monday or
tuesday. I called him tuesday: not home. today is the day, and no
call from him. it's 8:07 and still nothing.
as I just said/deduced while talking to my friend, i had planned to
seduce and sleep with him.. and now, due to today's events and
the fact that Im pissy and hormonal (PMS yay) I dont think he'll be
getting any for a little while. I hate to say it, as it makes me sound
like a ridiculously trite-female tempramental bitch.

on to happier things... Im actually understanduing the physics shit..
and its amazing... It's stephen Hawking, who is so intelligent that
he can actually communicate these complex ideas in laymen's
terms (initially, then be prepared for scientific terminology) with
common analogies from basic high-school science shit, .. and he
even throws in some cute science jokes! haha
(like how Issac Newton held the same chair at Cambridge that he
holds, only his wasn't mlotorized.. HAHAHAHA!")

its cool
anything that makes me pause for 3 minutes staring off into space
visualizing some amazing new concept and feeling realization slip
into my world like ether or warmth.... its a good thing.

I wont even type out the crazy sensation of (already accepting,
prior to any quantum studies, the idea that that there are infinite
paralell realities for every instant) seeing that in that everything is
infinite and paralell and shit, there are entire (infinite number) of
dimensions and universes that have been created and already
collapsed upon themselves... I dont know,... i guess it really makes
sense and everything,.,. but i suppose I hadnt fully thought about it
and really understood it.. just like einstein theory of relativity.. I
didnt FULLY get it.. in detail and shit... until today
its great to use "n shit" in conjunction with einstein's theories.

i shoudlnt taslk about this anymore
but: in the first 3 chapters, there have already been 2 Star Trek
references...
he he he
i shoudl go now
haha
star trek
spacetime

Im stuck on supergravity
and he's already on
string
m-theory
slipping to
uncertainty principable
with
particle movements
like
every possible direction I can think of

peace
-KerouacFemme




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