Sour Jack Kid

All Mysteries Exposed
2003-03-13 04:06:52 (UTC)

YCSC- FNL

It's kinda funny how a person can bitch about something or
some one so much, but when they do this activity or see
this person, they pretend it's the best time they've ever
had. I do that too much, I pretend to be and to like things
I don't really like. Take for instance meetings. I don't
really like them, but I go anyway because I figure that if
I stick with it, I can at least learn to enjoy it as much
as in the beginning, eventually.Plus, I've made a ton of
friends and good ones at that. The kind that will keep me
in line and out of trouble. Don't get me wrong, I don't
absolutely hate YCSC or FNL. I simply think that I could
perhaps be being more productive. I haven't got jobs
because I always say I can't work on Tuesdays and
Wednesdays. People don't want to hire a person with no
experience and who can't even work in the middle of the
week. Oh well, I don't need a job, I don't need money. I
lie. I really need a job and money inorder to get to my
meetings since I ride the bus. Ha ha, that's kind funny how
that works out. The other issue with these two
organizations is that they both have a few people that I've
become really really tired of, they give me headaches. I'm
not saying that these people are bad in any respect, but
instead a little too dramatic in ways. Also a little too
loud and too emotional for anyone. I think I've gone a
little too far on that, so instead of earasing it, I'm am
going to apologize. So, I'm sorry. Anyway, I thought time
away from the meetings to focus on school would be good for
me. Instead it was quite different. I came back and
realized why I left, but at the same time, I missed the
chaos. Arrrgg! I bitch too much about these things.
=RAA= Maggie




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