pompolia

Cuddles
2003-03-13 02:39:16 (UTC)

ranting, manatee ocean picture

Gods! Phillip and Kayla are both depressed! They both
don't eat, although it really shows on Kayla. I'm
considering blocking him too, though not seriously. I
just wish he'd cheer up, and start looking at the bright
side of things. He's complaining about life being
horrible, not thinking that he's going to change it. Not
trying to earn the money to come up here. Or planning
otherways to manage it. I tend to be untolerant of people
like that, unless I happen to be feeling that way myself.
Sometimes I just don't care enough to change my life.
sometimes I feel like life sucks, and I don't have the
determination to change that. I know I could, I could do
something and put myself in a better situation, but it
would take work. Lately, I have put a bit of work into
that. I've tried to arrange to go to Ireland this
summer. I've talked to people, and looked stuff up. I've
looked for a job, although I could have asked somewhere
today, and didn't, because I was upset because I bumped
the back of my car into a damn brick wall!
But I'm mostly over that now. I didn't even think to
write about that first. It left a bit of a dent, and mom
got upset. She does that soemtimes. Rubs stuff in and
whatnot. She doesn't mean too, she just gets upset and
compounds the problem. Then she apologizes once she cools
off. I can get a wolf sticker. :-) It's for sealing
envelopes. Maybe I'll use it and send a letter to
Oliver. But I think he'd like the elphant better...
Yes. I think that would be his vaforite. And The panda
addy label. He he. What fun. ::hugs::
I feel cuddly. Hmm... I want watch happy show. And
cuddle. I should eat dinner, but I just had an apple, and
for some reason I'm not exactly hungry now. I'm sorta
hungry. it's weird. Tired...
Why tired? Oh yes. I stayed up slightly late last
night. That might be it. Why does mom always hear me
when I'm on the phone? I might as well just tell her I'm
staying up until a certain amount of time.
I want a picture of the ocean,preferably with sand and
clearish water that glows with the light stripes, and has
manatees in it. :-) I should go look that up. That
would be cool...
bye bye




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