LHoldenL

escape from confusion
2003-03-13 02:30:35 (UTC)

true is it that we have seen better days...

what does it mean when prozac can't even make a person
happy? is their no cure for this manifestation that takes
over a person? how could one possibly be ebullient in such
standings? these are a few of the obsolete questions that
race through my mind every minuet....
it resembles a massive mirror that reflects their cordial
faces and smiles....echos of childrens' laughter and young
boys' splashes bounce off of the adjacent wall...how can
they posess such pure benevolence? such splender in the
faces of their mothers watching protectively from
near....these simple times are what i miss most, to have
not one anxiety, to never feel chagrined........
sleep will not come to this tired body now...peace will not
come to this lonely heart....i need someone to ease my
mind, but sometimes someone is hard to find....
-an ode to jode-
she comes to me like an angle out of time
she makes my fears disapate
she is my refuge
she is life

she is the warmth that melts my pain
she is the light that drys my tears
she blinds my eyes from the hate
she calms my soul

she is the force that keeps me in motion
without that force i would be no more
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*anyone who hasn't realized how incredible jodi marie
belden must have some severe medical condition*(chad/ted)
...josh lutterman is hot-though i don't actually 'know' him, i've
thought he was hot since 7th grade and come on, the kid can
work the red curls......negligible people are always the most
genuine, why
aren't they seen? sleepless roads erase all feeble
mindedness...suffer my desire...the aroma intoxicates the
prescient passerby on the temptous evening....the deviant
man sits warming his thoughts with a creamy moca, wondering
of a capricous life...
the only things that matter in my putrid life are jodi and
art.......isn't that intense




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