Lind-Z

Song of Myself
2003-03-12 23:07:12 (UTC)

False Friends are Like Leaves, Found Everywhere

Right. About today. I got up at nine, went to the gym,
then hung around and talked to my baby before my ONE class
at 3:30. I have the best schedule!

Today my closest friend on the floor, and possibly my
closest friend at college went home for the weekend. I
feel stranded. Last semester I felt I had so many
fantastic great friends here, and I feel that they changed
soo dramatically much over Winter Break. Or maybe I did.
It doesn't matter. I just know that I feel that we have
about as much in common as a horse and an airplane. Yep.
Not much. I feel that their main concern is getting drunk
and being exclusive and cliquey. I personally don't drink
but I don't think there's anything wrong with it. If I
liked the taste or wanted to, I would. I just.. don't.
However, it does make you feel left out if you don't and
they do. And that sucks. I feel like I have two real
friends on this floor... The rest? I don't know. I don't
feel like I have much to talk to them about, and I don't
feel like they make the effort to talk to me. How nice.

I wish all my great friends came here! My best friend in
the whole world goes to school about an hour away, he's
the greatest, funniest, most understanding and helpful guy
in the world. He should be a therapist. A vulgar,
explicit one at that... But he's so great. I heart him.

Plan for tonight? Some occasional math homework.
Simpsons, of course. Talk to my baby. I don't know what
I'd do without my boyfriend sometimes. As imperfect as
our relationship can be, he's just always there for me, to
tell me he loves me and reassure me that everything will
be okay. He's great.

My roommate drives me insane.




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