Ian69
Holley
March 12th, 2003(afternoon)
I went to Paducah today to money in the bank so i could pay
my car payment. i got back and sit around and and seen this
show earlier about older guys having sex with younger girls
and it made me think of holley and that she might be
pregeant and how much trouble i could be in if she is. and
we talked about the guy she likes now i think they might be
going out this week that is sorta a scary thought her with
someone else. I wish i could read the future to see if we
will really get back together in a LONG time. Knowing my
luck i don't think we will but i will always have that hope
that we will. And holley's brother is being stupid saying
he is gonna kill me for being with his sister he is way to
over protective and won't let her be with any guys but i
really doubt he will ever do anything to anyone about it.
or atleast me. But he may to her and she is little and he
could really mess up and hurt her which scares me alot. He
had a wreck with her a few months ago and to see hre in a
neck brace and a strecher was the scarist thing i have ever
seen in my life. In someways i sorta wish she was pregeant
so maybe i could marry her and get her away from that. I
would rather spend time in jail than see her at home. I
just wish i knew where she stoped caring about me so much.
It may have been when i made the mistake of messing around
with another girl. That sorta made everything hard from
then on. and i think if i wouldn't have done that would i
have her now would she want this other guy? That i do not
know and learned from that not to cheat on someone you
love. if we are a part a year alot can happen and that
makes me wonder is we will ever be together again or is
this new guy gonna take her from me. i guess only time will
tell since i can't read the future.
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