suicidal-squirrel

suicidal-squirrel
2003-03-12 01:12:39 (UTC)

New world. New difficulties. Old shit.

Yeah so I decided to make another diary. And this time
I'll be honest about what I say. *laughing* Yeah so anyway.
I won't bore you by writing long passages about life and
what I dont understand about it. This will just be an
updated journal of my current feelings and what not. Check
back often to read about me. I'll write some things I wont
tell...

Now that I've established that, I'll tell you all about
my day. Mostly pointless, but it was somewhat amusing for a
whole... 10 seconds. Anyway Monday we had school off and I
got my stitches out from where my wisdom teeth were
extracted. Happiness. But who cares about monday. Today was
weird. I didnt feel the same. I recently got addicted to a
game called Diablo 2 and the WHOLE 3 day weekend was spent
playing it until 7AM, then resting until 5 in the
afternoon. No social contact other than my usual
conversations with tyson and chris, whom were playing
Diablo 2 with me. (mauaha). So I came back to school today
and it felt strange. I wasnt used to the social contact. I
wasnt used to being back in my life. The game had
substituted my life for a false, more fun reality. I didnt
want to come back to my life. I love a girl I cant have, I
like girls that hate me, and I dont like the ones who like
me.

I will continue today's journal in the next entry... its
going to cut me off I'm sure.
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