Kaeldra

Kaeldra's Journal
2003-03-12 01:05:47 (UTC)

Boy Troubles

*sigh* all my girl friends are compaining to me about their
boyfriends, and I sit there withing I could HAVE a
boyfriend in the first place. After brad and I broke up, I
really was shakey and not ready to date anyone for a while,
and now that I am, no one's interested. All my guy friends
are just that, friends. It's kinda depressing. And don't
tell me that "when you're not looking you'll find someone"
bullshit, I wasn't looking for several months and din't
find anyone, and looking is getting the same result. I
think I need to find someone from another school or
something, someone who won't judge me by the reputation my
peers gave me, but by who I really am. *pout* I really want
someone to hold hands with and go to the movies with and
stuff, it sucks to not have someone to do that with.
Oh, and don't say my standards are too high, they're not,
they're finally where they're supposed to be I think, I
won't date anyone, that got me in some really fucked
relationships, but I'm not too picky; all I want is someone
sweet, affectionate, honest, and fun. That's not really
that much, I mean, don't care whether or not I date
someone rich or who's a supermodel, all I want is someone
who isn't sleezy or a jerk and who likes me for who I am.
Is that too much to ask for?
*sigh* mybe I'm just doomed to be forever single. It seems like
nothing works out. All the decent guys are either taken or gay. This
really sucks damnit.




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