EnigmaK

Rock this Life
2003-03-12 01:00:14 (UTC)

Chaunceys Surf Shop

I'm ready to leave town. My parents are now home from
what they called their "much needed vacation". I would've
been willing to stay in the car, sleep on the beach and not
say a damn word to them till we had to go home. But no. At
least i got to get wasted one night. I got something out of
it. Possitive right? I miss the beach so much. And it
always seems to come around mid march where i start going
crazy and need to go. I'm really hoping maybe one weekend
i'll be able to go? I could spring it on my parents cuz i
have off friday. but they were away last weekend. Eh..
Shit. So dissapointing.

Devins been taking over so many of my thoughts lately.
I havent been able to think about someone for so long and
have that ass grin plasterd on my face in awhile. It makes
me happy. We're not even together and he keeps me on one of
those (this will sound cliche) natural highs. Sitting in
class smiling and giggling to myself. I bet i look like an
ass. Oh well.

I've come the the conclusion this little online journal
has nothing to do with the fact that its online. I could
really care less if anyone reads it. I dont really expect
people to have the time to care about my random babbling
about my day. I mean i'm a 16 year old girl that lives in
PA. How interesting is my day gonna get? I really just do
it to get my thoughts out, ramble for awhile- say my piece
and then its done. I guess its good to do thearaputically.
that sounded gay. I love devin..

And once again today i walked around saying to myself,
and out loud how much i hate bitches. The drama, the shit
talking, the slutty actions. All of it just drives me up
the wall. I grew up hanging out with my brother like any
normal brother or sister relationship is when you're young.
I learned how to treat boys, and get along. I've got those
close girlfriends that dont the stupidy dramatic shit and
then i've got 20 billion guy friends. Now i'm going a
little overboard with 20 billion. But i really just feel
like i have such a better time hanging out with guys. Not
to say that i dont love being with my girlfriends. Normally
i'd rather be with them because i relate to them best. But
there is just less bitching and fighting. I hate whinny
girls that cant deal with it and change their tampon. Sorry
that was a little uh um unnessasary. *rolls eyes and shakes
head* Its not like i'm some fat ugly bitch that i cant make
friends with girls. I just think a lot differently then
most girls do. I'm done with this subject.

American idols on in uh 1 min. So i must go now. By the
way i hate people that make me feel uncomfortable, i just
wanna kick the shit outta them. ON that note. Peace out
journal hommies.




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