miss chris

All Life's Little Things
2003-03-11 04:26:49 (UTC)

.heh.

I wish that I could explain my emotions...my insides..
completely to another being and have them not look at me
in a strange way.. I wish I could connect with someone on
such a level...someone who knows exactly what I
mean...they know what I think..what I believe...what I
love...it's like half of the time they could almost take
the words right out of my mouth...it's
like 'beautiful'..What do I want? Do I even know?.. I'm
lost...Oh so very very lost....alone... I long to have
someone to love me and for me to love..to surrender myself
completely to that one person...I need happiness...I need
love....I need someone who can make me whole...complete
me...touch me in such a way that my breath is taken away
and I feel as if I am almost dancing in the heavens..I
live for this shit....for the overall feeling of it...the
feeling of actually being wanted, actually being loved,
feeling appreciated and respected...someone who actually
likes me for me...not even like....love...i'm just a
girl...just a girl in this lonely world...there are so
many wonderful things out there...wonderful feelings and I
want a piece of the pie... No.. I need a piece of it.. I
deserve it..




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