JEN BROWN

I am pissed

I don't think I've ever been so mad at my mom in my whole
life. I even wrote a poem about it:

You wasted my time, and led me on
Only to my dissapointment, You changed your mind
This can't be right, It's just not fair
I'm beginning to doubt, Whether or not you even care.
I don't want to hurt you, Don't wanna make you cry.
But let me follow my heart, Or at least let me try.

Here's the deal: I've been studying for a whole month non
stop because I wanted to retake the ASVAB. I was sceduled
to take it tomorrow at 1, so I called to confirm it, then I
reminded mom, and she totally changed her mind, and said
that I can't go. How screwy is that? It's freaking stupid.
I don't understand. She's "not comfortable" with me going
all the way to sacramento with SSGT. Reyes. But that
information would have been a lot more useful to me
YESTERDAY!!!!!! So I am very pissed off right now. I still
have to call and cancel...this sucks balls. I studied sooo
much for nothing. That is a bunch of bull crap, Why didn't
she say no before I wasted a month of my time busting my
butt to ace this test....she knew she was gonna do
that....frickin crap. I wish she would just let me go....